For better or for worse?Everyone tells Sarah Giles how lucky she is to be with Paul O'Brian - a handsome city hot-shot who's steady, financially secure and knows how to throw the perfect dinner party. But what no one else knows is that her seemingly blissful relationship has been celibate for nearly five years.Sarah isn't looking to be rescued - least of all by a man called John Wayne! But what began as an innocent office flirtation is fast turning into erotic obsession. Sarah's plunging deeper into a double life. But which life is the lie?Torn between two men, the clock is ticking as Sara writes a scandalously honest diary of one life-changing year, and faces the challenge of creating her own happy ending...

"Tucker tackles infidelity and sexual repression with aplomb." - Mirror "A painfully honest and emotionally raw diary." - Irish Examiner"

Bestselling author of The Playground Mafia, Sarah Tucker is an award-winning travel journalist and broadcaster, dividing her time between England and France.